Like the Whisper in the Wind....

2:31PM - im stressing myself out

im stressing myself out....my exchange interview is this SUNDAY AHHH!!! i realllllly want to go to Germany!! but who knows what will happen..even though i shouldnt really stree out about this and that im GOING on exchange no matter what.. im still stressing myself out.

Work is stupid/gay...i dont get any free time now... i hardly get to even hang out with Bryant when I WANT to... everything has to be planned around my work schedule.. it sucks...but at least im getting Jan 14th off!!! I get to be with him from the time school gets out until i actually have to be home. I Love Bryant Michael Nusser!!!

I dont know whats wrong... but something has been getting me down =( and i just havent been myself lately... i guess when this interview is done with and i know the outcome i will be better.. but who knows...this is a giant step for me and my life.. i have no idea what to expect from this. im scared... im scared about losing thing/people i NEVER want to lose...yet im excited b/c this is a chance of a life time that i will never be able to get again. (but if you read this Bryant... i wont give up on "us" while im gone... u mean so much to me!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!)

well i should prolly go cuz i have to get ready for work... (c if consumes my life)


later
KP


I love Bryant Michael Nusser!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3<3

Current mood: nervous

Current music: Maroon 5, Simple Plan

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